
I've been off of coffee for a week now - except for that experimental cup Wednesday morning. More on that in a bit.
For as long as I can remember, I've loved the smell of coffee. Given that I was toilet-trained by the age of 18 months, and quite clearly remember my mom changing my diaper, that means that for at least half a century (I'm 52) the aroma of the first dark brew of morning has excited my senses.
It was 1970 (9th grade) when I had my first cup of coffee. I was watching a football game and was freezing, so bought the only hot beverage they had - coffee. It was terrible stuff.
The first year of college somehow passed with coffee still not on my list of consumed beverages; all of that changed by the second year. Fast-forward to post-college, then marriage, then an infant son and a tanking economy, and I went back to school to become a geek. For 2 years I worked full time and went to school more than full time, and consumed (literally) 20 cups of coffee a day (one per hour of wakefulness) plus periodic caffeine pills plus diet coke. It was 4 hours of sleep a night for 6 nights a week, and an all-nighter once a week. For 2 years. That was 20+ years ago and I can still lay down anywhere and enjoy a 10-minute nap :)
Once those 2 years were done, and for the next 20 some-odd years, I would enjoy 2 to 3 cups of coffee most days. Typically on vacations or if sick, I'd skip coffee. Once espresso had been discovered by the Littons, our coffee love affair blossomed. We purchased a Pasquini Livia semi-commercial espresso machine, a Rancillio Rocky burr grinder, and for the past 7 years have bought green (unroasted) coffee beans and roasted much of our consumed coffee to our own preferences.
Ah, bliss in a steaming cup of black elixer!
A week ago I noticed a bit of a 'fluttery' feel in the heart area. Not constant, but relatively frequent throughout the day (10 times?). Exercise was not affected... strenuous workouts are no problem at all. I can work up a healthy sweat and keep going on the treadmill or other workout for an hour and the body feels great. It was only when stationary that I'd notice it. Could it be that decades of bathing my heart in twice/thrice-daily adrenaline baths was having an effect? Inconceivable!
So I decided to experiment. I had no coffee last Saturday, none Sunday, Monday, Tuesday. By Wednesday, there was no more of that fluttery thing, so I tried a cup of coffee to see what would happen. Our bodies are truly wonderful laboratories ...within reason, of course. Well, before the morning was done, there was that flutter. So I've not had any coffee since that Wednesday cup, and the flutter has diminished more each day.
I can't say that coffee is definitely the culprit. Perhaps it's a deficiency of CoQ10 or something else. But such a seemingly direct correlation between the coffee consumption (or lack thereof) and the odd heart thingy sure seems to point to coffee.
Now, as far as the suffering that some coffee addicts endure - primarily killer headaches - when coming off of caffeine... Well, I'm quite fortunate there. I've never been bothered much with headaches when I've stopped coffee for a week or whatever, and this time is no different. The only 'side-effect' I've noticed is that I've had to make sure to get 7-8 hours of sleep each night, I've been taking a nap pretty much every evening after work, and my brain seems to be slowly emerging from a mild fog that seemed to have started sometime around last Saturday morning. In fact, yesterday was probably the first day in this post-caffeine world that I felt as clear as I usually had.
So this morning I'm about to pop in and do an hour on the treadmill (a mix of brisk walking on the flat, alternating with periods of running on incline ...always leaves me soaked), then I'll get cleaned up and head to the store for some Seattle's Best organic, Swiss water process decaffeinated, 'coffee'. The taste should still be there. The wonderful aroma will be there. The caffeine? Well, that will be about 3mg of caffeine versus the 85mg+ of a cup of regular coffee. But at least I'll be able to enjoy the weekend morning ritual of a cup of hot black coffee and the newspaper :)